I reach for you
you are no longer there.
I call for you
but you no longer answer.
The cold seeps in
as darkness surrounds me.
Voices in the shadows
call to me
begging me to come home
but I can’t.
There is no home for me
not without you.
The light begs to come in
seeping through the dark
breaking the cocoon keeping the pain out.
I will not let it in.
I am safe here
I will wait here
I will…..
To See What I See 
Such a Sad Poem What`s sadder is so many people feel this way Alone Unloved Deserted .The world and life can be beautiful if loved and fulfilled.So empty and deserted if unloved & no purpose.My heart is crying for people so Alone
It is especially hard when that person is ripped from them suddenly and without reason. Or at least one we can come to terms with.
This poem says what I cant.
Just don’t ignore the pain, or push it aside. I have found if you face it a little at a time, work through it, then tackle another piece of that pain the light will come back in. It just takes time.