When tragedy strikes
and the world shatters,
as hearts are ripped apart,
it is hard to remember
that life goes on,
and so shall we.
© 2014 Heidi Barnes


Flame washes over
Devouring greedily
Hunger so vast
Only time slakes.
Blacken char
Withers what could be
Famine strikes out
Fueling need.
Seeking what once was
Despair overshadows.
Darkness descends
Hope dwindles
As night creatures feed.
Eyes wide open
Dawn rises
Survivors pray
Today is unknown
The new world displayed.
~ © 2014 Heidi Barnes
It hurts.
With every breath,
every thought,
my body, my mind
my soul hurts.
When will I feel whole again?
How will I survive without you?
You were my rock,
my reason to get up in the morning,
to fight for those who depend on me.
Now I feel nothing but pain.
How do I rebuild a life
that was centered around you?
How do I stop the hurt?
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My darling
my love
my life.
Remember
I am never far from you.
I will be there when you are broken,
I will be there when you are healed.
You are a part of me
as I am a part of you.
Take a moment to just breathe.
Take that first step towards the horizon
knowing that you are not alone.
You will never be alone.
Remember
that I will always be with you
in your heart.
~ © 2013 Heidi Barnes
This poem was written shortly after my great-aunt passed away. Her daughter was having a difficult time and having been through loss more times than I would like to count I understood what she was going through. I truly believe that there is more after this life and that our loved ones never truly leave us, just like I believe we will once again be reunited.
When the hits keep coming
How do I keep upright
When all I want is to lay down?
How do I win
When all is against me?
How do I learn to love
When my heart is shattered?
My faith is hanging by a thread,
Fingers bloody and torn.
It would be easy to let go,
Fall into darkness
Let despair swallow me whole.
Light extinguished for all time.
Remember you are not alone.
There are those who have suffered
Felt the despair
The grief
The loneliness.
Learn what time has taught them.
Learn life goes on
Though it feels like the end.
Learn that when faith seems shattered
It is only around the bend,
Waiting for you to reclaim.
And most of all
Remember
You are not alone
~ © 2013 Heidi Barnes
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